tipu post.
I'ma so finally blogginggggggg!!
Tipu post. lol
Just got ma assessment done this morning, surprisingly, someone was so early that he booked to be the first one even the day before. Surprise o' surprise.
But it doesn't matter, it just gave me more time to put ma artwork up. *grin*
Buthen I kind of regret I did not plan ma presentation detaily and adds in extra works. Damn.
But overall, it's a good one. Kinda smooth, not much kancheong-ness since it's only the usual lecturers and principal.
Plus photography lecturer aka. principal asked me not to end ma photography along with the semester.
Does that sounds good to you? It definitely does sounds real good to me!
I, maself, think it goes pretty well, very very smooooOoooth.
So it's definitely something good to officially end the semester with.
Just too bad, once again, I am not able to join the Christmas pot luck party held in coll on 22nd Dec this year. I missed last year one and again, I'ma gonna miss it this time.
But it's all good since I'ma not gonna be in Ipoh! Yay!
Anyway, ma dear ass Bell came back to Ipoh last weekend!
Finally I can actually hang out with her. Damn I miss ma dear ass so much.
Just simple window shopping and then sushi.
Ipoh malls sucks.
The next day, we went to K Box along with her boyfy and Vivian.
No picture because it's either one is busy singing while the other is busy eating or I don't know what else.
I was actually editing picture in K Box. lol
Anyway, I am now in Coffee Bean with YewYew.
Finally I'ma meeting her again after so long. So hard to date this girl.
And I have nothing much to say here.
Because I am too lazy to think.
Can I bribe you guys with ma pictures?
I wish.
But here's two.
Super recent me.
Don't ask why the black hearts.
You should know.
Cheers!
O'btw, I love ma curls so much in these pics! ♥
Wish it's like 6 inches longer!
Then it's gonna be mad love! ♥
Labels: Camwhore-R, Friends, Happy, Simply
wish me luck.
Pretty breakfast.
I wish for pretty pretty breakfast.♥Labels: deviantART, Food, Simply
I just don't understand.
First note: Yay! New skin.
I made this skin almost from scratch. Or not.
I stole the code from Bell though, and god knows where she stole the code from. But we did credit the one who did the code at the credits column.
But I did the background from scratch, imitating Bell's one since I never did anything like this before.
And I modified all the codes to simplified them since I don't need such a complicated one.
Ta-da~ And that's what you are seeing now.
While the icon that appear at the browser tab, I just curi-ed from Bell temporarily since I can't find one that is nice and that I want.
That's all about the skin and I'ma so happy with what I did.
While what that I actually wanna blog about is actually something totally off from what I just said.
Just feel weird I didn't blog a little bit about ma new blogskin.
What I have in mind is actually about relationship.
No, not that kind of relationship you are thinking about. Not the couple kind of relationship but what I mean is family.
Those relationship that got related by blood.
I have long accepted the fact that humans drift apart after some times, it just happens especially when it comes to friends.
But all along, I am just barely able to accept the fact that family drifts apart, too.
It's just a very heartbreaking fact to be accepted, especially just that easily.
I just don't understand, how can family be drifted apart just like that?
I ain't talking about parents - son/daughter relationship, I'ma talking about relationships between cousins.
Maybe just because I don't have any siblings that are purely blood related to me, cousins just meant so much to be like how normal siblings do.
But then, everything started to drift apart when the older one grows up.
Grow up in the sense of stepping into adulthood while the younger one were still in their teen years. And even if we are all stepping into the adulthood as well, it just isn't the same anymore.
The close relationship that we used to have when we were much younger just diappear like that, like they never existed.
Ma mom used to say that I'ma cold hearted because I barely keep in touch with everyone.
But it's not me. It's just that we don't share the same closeness as we used to anymore.
I can't even talk about stuff with them. They are just too afraid to tell me stuff. I just don't understand. Am I still the kid that they used to play with last time in the past?
They grew up, I grow up, too.
Growing old and I'ma reaching 22 soon in another half a year.
But I feel like nobody trust me enough to tell me anything anymore. Is it the problem of me being an adult as well or they just still treat me like I was 12?
I just don't understand until now.
It just hurts to think about it and I never did except when ma mom asked if I contacted anyone or keep in touch. But how?
How to keep in touch when we don't have anything to talk about? I just don't go to them and tell them about maself and ma problem and all while they reserving themselves from me.
How? I wonder how. Especially the one whom you were closest to among the rest seems to be the most distant one now. Maybe it's just because of the real distance between us but I don't believe that what makes everything goes away.
I don't wanna appear to be pressuring, I just wanna be a cousin, whom someone can talk to. I just want cousins who are like siblings whom I can talk to.
Why is it so difficult after everyone grows up? Why everything just couldn't be the same anymore?
What is everyone afraid of? I just don't understand.
It just seems like the older generation are the one keeping us together, what if in the future the older generation is not here anymore. There will be a time when they go, then are we all not gonna remember that the others exist anymore?
It's just so bothering and heartbreaking everytime that cross ma mind. And yet, I just don't think I can do anything.
I just don't wish to think about it.
I just hope what I afraid of wouldn't happen.
They have siblings, I don't, I only have them.
Labels: Emo, Family, Thoughts
I started a post last Friday when I have so much to blog about and then something came up and I was like super duper pissed off ma nails literally turned purple and hence I stopped blogging and then now what I started the other day doesn't make sense anymore after few days.
So I have to start all over again which I don't even know what to blog about. *frown*
It's just that I wrote in ma status saying that I 'die die also must blog tonight!!' and now that if I don't, I think Bell and Fran gonna kill me or something.
Or Fran just not gonna buy me the super cute candy from Singapore when she comes back the next time. *sad*
Anyway, I finally got to redeem 2010 Starbucks planner last Friday!!
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! *excited squeal*
I actually have like 3 stamps left or so but thanks to some particular person, I got it already and starting a new card, too. LOL!
I have been having Starbucks planner since 2 years back that means this is my third one but I didn't use this year one due to some reason and now... I think this year one is more prettier than this year.
I'ma actually in a dillemma of whether to use 2009 or 2010 for the coming year.
2009 one is a leather one but of course the inside is outdates since it's this year but thank god! 2010 planner refills can be taken out and used with the 2009 planner leather cover instead!
But I am still thinking whether I should just use the 2009 soon just to jot down stuff or I should use 2010 as a real time organiser.
Here's some pictures since some people did ask me for pictures when I say I got the 2010 Starbucks planner already.
Actually I think 2009 planner was more worth it because you only need to buy a certain size of drink from Starbucks and you can buy the planner for RM18 but this year you have to collect stamps instead.
A total of 11 stamps to redeem a planner, one drink per stamps, at least grande size and not subjected to discount only. That means you have to spend like at least approximately of RM100 only you can get the planner.
Might as well pay RM50 just to buy the planner, no?
But I got the stamps regardlessly since I already go there most the time, might as well not pay another RM50 more.
Not so nice this year huh.
Here is the planner for 2009 that I didn't use.
Still new and nice.
I guess I'll just put the 2010 refills into the leather cover to use it in the coming year because leather is more durable compare to the cardboard like cover for 2010 I think.
So I can throw it into ma big leather bag without worrying if I spoil the corner or what. Plus there's a holder for pen so I wouldn't need to go dig for a pen in ma huge bag.
While the 2010 cover, maybe I'll just keep it or use it as a notebook or something later.
Anyway, while browsing deviantART the other day I came across this artist whom I found out is the one who drew those nice illustration on 2009 Starbucks planner!
Just surprise that this artist is on deviantART and more surprise that she is a tattoo artist if I am not mistaken.
The works are so pretty, linked a few here.
This year one has no such pretty illustration if I am not mistaken.
Have yet to flip page by page and I doubt I gonna do that.
Enough of Starbucks, Starbucks and more Starbucks, I have another thing to rant about.
Last Saturday, I actually spent ma less RM6 cash notes on a magazine before I came back home from dropping by to college to hand in an assignment.
I was hungry but... at that time I seriously just know that Cleo Dec issue has came out! Because I bought Seventeen like two days ago, they just published almost the same time.
And then I left only RM1 and I came back to a home that has no food.
RM1 doesn't include coins of course.
And I ended up with instant mee because I was so hunry I can't bear to wait for ma mom to be back home to go out lunch together.
Fran say I am crazy to spend on mag instead of food.
I think it's seriously damn worth it! lol.
Plus something caught ma eyes in this issue!
It has a small booklet brochure of Guess watch and there's a new watch that is so freaking pretty on the first page itself!!
Nice or not!! Say niceeeee wtf!!
One might thought it's an old model because previously there is something similar but guess what, you might not notice in this picture, outter part of the triangle inside the circle is actually transparent!!
It is a new model because it is transparent!!
OMG so loveeeeeee! ♥
You don't believe me, do you?
I show you the black colour one which will be more obvious due to the background.
Can see the transparent?
Eeeeeeeeeeee... I want the white version!!
Guess Watch W10216L1 pleaseeeeeeeeeee!
I checked the price online but all in USD or UK pound so I approximately counted and I think it cost abour RM400 plus to RM500 plus.
*crai!!*
So expensive for a watch!
I never buy such expensive watch before plus I seldom wear watch except when I am in KL.
Sigh.
Try wait for promotion or discount.
Pray hard there's gonna be one soon.
Enough. Chill, enough.
Done with all the ranting, what else...
o.O!
Ma assignments!!!
Study week has officially begins and then it would be exam week and then assessment week.
This semester we have got no exam, that means an extra week.
But those assignments! o.O!
Photography: 7 titles more; 1 photo per title
Desktop Publishing: 1 Mag Ads Re-design, 1 Newsletter; total of 8 pages, 2 pages
Packaging Design: 3 packaging design, 1 portfolio design
I have approximately one week to get all done.
You think I can do it?
Sure if I am superwoman.
And this superwoman sleeps a lot wtf.
And this superwoman is blogging now instead of doing assignments.
Plus this superwoman feels like editing blogskin now.
Or this superwoman should just go to bed now.
Or not.
Labels: Assignment, deviantART, Simply, Starbucks, Study
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